A Message from Periwinkle & Stinky

Stinky’s anxiety is peaking when he sees the teleportation tunnel begin to vibrate. Moments later Periwinkle comes tumbling out with a whoosh. Stinky immediately pulls her into a paw hug, and they remain like that for several minutes.
When they come apart, both are crying. Periwinkle speaks first, “I know this is not going to be a fun adventure today, but we have each other to lean on.” Stinky nods and gives her a whisker kiss.
“My mom has put some things together for us to share. She didn’t want us to have to bear that responsibility.”
“I would have done it with you, but I am happy we can just share what your mom has done,” replies Periwinkle. She then asks, “Stinky, why did your mom want to wait until today to share what happened?”
“Mostly, because she didn’t want to spoil anyone’s holiday. And with the tiny terrorists taking up so much time, she didn’t feel she could manage doing an adequate job of sharing.”
“Is that why she asked us to do it?”
“Yes, partially. She said it would be easier to write coming from us.”
“I get that.”
Saying Good-bye
“I guess I shouldn’t pussy foot around the subject any longer and just tell everybody.”
“Yes, I think it is time,” says Periwinkle as she takes his paws in hers.
“Okay, here goes: On Thursday, December 18, at 11:20 p.m. my alter-ego, Sawyer, got his angel wings and flew off to the Rainbow Bridge. He was only eight and a half years old.” Both tabbies start crying again. Stinky continues, “Mom was holding him and had been almost nonstop for two days.”
“Let’s share some of the photos your mom made into scrapbook pages so we can compose ourselves,” suggests Periwinkle.
Stinky nods his agreement and sets out the first page.



“Stinky, Sawyer was so cute and so brave. I cannot imagine how hard it was for him having all those seizures,” says Periwinkle through tears.
”I know. My mom talked to our retired vet, Dr. Neel, a lot on the day before as well as the day he flew away. Dr. Neel was filling in at Pet Vet on the 18th and reviewed all Sawyer’s records at Mom’s request. His seizures were not the cause of his death. It was probably intestinal lymphoma based on his normal blood work and what his x-rays from two weeks earlier showed. But she and Mom both agreed that the years of seizures were probably affecting his brain function as well.”
“Sawyer and your fursibs are so lucky to have Dr. Neel and your new vet, Dr. McBane,” replies Periwinkle.
Stinky just nods.
“Stinky, does this mean you and I are going to retire and not have any more adventures?” asks Periwinkle.
“No it doesn’t. Your mom and mine have talked about it and agree that it is devastatingly sad that Sawyer is no longer here, but they want to continue our adventures in his memory,” Stinky replies as tears roll down his cheeks.
Periwinkle can hear Stinky’s mom sobbing in another room and runs to hug her. They sit together and cry softly. Stinky joins them and all three hug. Mom Janet tells Periwinkle and Stinky how grateful she and Dad Tom are to have had Sawyer with them for eight years. When he was just a kitten, his seizures were so bad, they almost lost him a couple of times.

A New Chapter
“Stinky, I know what would make me feel better. Can we visit the kittens?”
“We can find Tali and Gibbs and play with them,” replies Stinky. “The last four of the other tiny terrorists left on Saturday to find their forever homes.”
“Wow, I thought I would have another opportunity to see them, but that’s great. I hope that all the kittens will get wonderful, loving homes.”
“Me too. We’ll be able to get updates on the two ginger kitties, as they are with a friend,” Stinky replies.
“That’s great!”
Stinky and Periwinkle go in search of Tali and Gibbs and find them napping in the kitchen. They decide not to wake them, but Gibbs momentarily opens his eyes and gives the tabbies a little blep.

After a quick snack it is time for Periwinkle to head home. She finds Mom Janet and Dad Tom to hug them before saying “good-bye” to Stinky. They spend time whisker kissing and paw hugging. Then Periwinkle enters the teleportation tunnel and with a wave and a whoosh is gone.
The End
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Dear Janet, Tom and Kitties Blue, I finally retired and am catching up reading emails and was so sad to read about Sawyer. That little rascal grabbed a piece of my heart. I am glad you are continuing the adventures of Periwinkle and Stinky!
We are all so sorry to hear about Sawyer. We remember when you found him. And Mom understands completely why you waited to share the news. Mom is still processing Chimera’s death as we don’t know what happened to her. She was her usual playful self all day and then sometime during the night something went wrong and we will never know what, or if we could have done something different. Sharing the news that she left us exactly one month after Fenris was so hard. We all grieve in our own ways and in our own time.
Sawyer was an extraordinaire kitty and we will miss reading about him. We are glad that Periwinkle & Stinky will continue their adventures.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sawyer was very fortunate to have had such caring humans parents. I wish you peace.
Thank you, Cathy. He was a very special cat, and we were fortunate to be his carers even though it was for such a short time.
Awww guys, we are devastated to hear that Sawyer departed for The Rainbow Realm, and we send many hugs and many purrs to mew all at this sad time. R.I.P., Sawyer ~ fly free, dude. The BBHQ flag is flying at half-mast in your honour.😿🌈🐾🐾🌈😿
Dear Catherine and the B Team, thank you for the hugs and purrs. This was a devastating loss for us and so many others who loved Sawyer. He definitely took part of Tom’s and my hearts with him. 💖
I am so very sorry to hear this. I am sorry for your loss. Sawyer was a special mancat. His memory will live on. Sending you lots of love and hugs and purrs. <3
Thank you, Sierra. I know you are familiar with the pain of loss, and I truly appreciate the love, hugs and purrs. 💓
Charlee: “We’re behind again so we’re just seeing this now. We are very sorry to hear that Sawyer has had to go away, and so soon.”
Chaplin: “Eight years, just a blink of an eye.”
Lulu: “Run free over the Rainbow Bridge, Sawyer, and be sure to stop by Tucker’s Everlasting Rainbow Bridge Buffet to meet Trouble and the gang and get some special treats.”
Oona: “Oona and the other cats send lots of purrs your way.”
Java Bean: “And we dogs send lots of tail wags!”
Thank you for the purrs and tail wags. If treats are involved, you can bet Sawyer has already nosed them out. I don’t think I ever mentioned in a post that when Sawyer would eat his treats, he would growl the entire time in an attempt to keep the others from stealing them. Eight years was not enough, but we were blessed to have that!💗
Sorry for your loss of Sawyer
Thank you, Crystal.
So sorry for your loss of Sawyer. Although he lived only 8 years, your devoted care gave him his best possible life. Sending purrs for the family.
Thank you for the purrs. Our vet feels without the care we were able to give him that Sawyer probably wouldn’t have gotten eight years. We were blessed to have the opportunity to love and care for him. 💕
We are so very, very sorry to hear of Sawyer’s passing We have not been blogging much lately, but when we saw the news today on the Catblogosphere, we knew we had to come to share our condolences. Soft woos and gentle hugs from all of us here.
Woos and Hugs – Misty, Timber, and Mom
We have missed seeing you on Sunday Selfies, but sometimes a break from blogging is just what one needs. Dad Tom and I truly appreciate you leaving your condolences as well as those hugs and woos. 💕
Mee-yow aunty Janet an Unkell Tom an Couzinss Blue wee just saw Sawyer’ss bade on Dalton an Benji’ss blog post. Wee are so furry sorry Sawyer had to go to Purr Land. Hee had a wunderfull life with yousss’. He had THE best care an foodabullss an love an adventuress.
Mee snedsss ***nose rubss*** BellaDharma
gentell {{hugss}} BellaSita Mum
Dear Sherri-Ellen and BellaDharma, Thanks for hugs and nose rubs. I am still in denial when it comes to Sawyer’s passing. He was mostly a quiet little cat, so I just imagine he is napping in another room or on the catio. I will love and miss him always. 💓
He was far too young to leave, but he undoubtedly stayed as long as he did, happy and content, because of the love of his family. Godspeed, Sawyer.
Thank you, John. We know that you are grieving and missing Neville, and so we truly appreciate you stopping here. We have just left a comment on your beautiful and heartfelt tribute post to Neville. 💞
This saddest news was totally unexpected and I send so much love; and I wish I could give you and Dad Tom both hugs. Deep condolences on this saddest of times to you both. I understand and know the heartache. I remember Sawyer’s walkabout and it was a frightening thing hoping and wishing for him to be found. Perhaps the thing to recall right now is that he was and is deeply loved and cared for all his sweet life. And, that Sawyer knew that! He lived with that love and care every minute of every day. And he loved you both back with all his heart. We will all miss you every day.
Carole and Katie, Thank you for your kind words. Sawyer was indeed loved by not just us, but so many others. Our lives together could have ended in 2021 if he had not returned from his walkabout, so we were blessed with an additional 4 1/2 years. Thank you for loving and caring about our precious and brave boy. 💓
I am so sorry for your loss. He was so young.
Thank you, Kate. He will be missed and always loved.
We didn’t know Sawyer but we are so very sorry for your loss. Huge hugs to all of you♥
Thank you, Duke. Stopping to leave condolences even when you didn’t know our precious boy is so kind and thoughtful. We truly appreciate it. 💓
So sorry to read about your heartbreaking loss of your beloved boy. He was such a brave boy dealing with his seizures for so long😿He always reminded us on our Bobo💞 Soft Pawkisses to comfort you all, sweet KittiesBlue and especially for your mom and dad. So sad for you all. Fly free beautiful Soul✨
Thank you so much. Stippie’s sudden passing was so recent that we know you must still be grieving, so leaving this comment for us is so thoughtful and kind. We truly appreciate it. Sawyer was a very brave boy, and we are beyond blessed to have been his caregivers. Sending warm hugs and paw kisses back to you. 💓
Devastated hear this and to hellishly sorry that Sawyer has gone. You were the best cat parents and he was the luckiest boy to have you. He was a fine boy and such a gorgeous cat.
* Flaps hands about helplessly *
He was a wonder.
Thank you, Marjorie. Sawyer was a very brave kitty who endured so much in his short life. Dad Tom and I feel totally blessed to have been able to love and care for him during his short time on this earth. We will carry him in our hearts always. 💖
I’ve sent you an email….
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Oh no! We are so sad that Sawyer has left this world. We will miss him very much. We send you and Dad Tom comforting purrs and hugs. ~Murphy, Cheeto and Sue
Thank you Sue, Murphy and Cheeto. We so appreciate the hugs and purrs. We know you understand how difficult it is and how much it hurts our hearts when we lose our furkids. 💖
I’m crying as I type this, Mom Janet. I’m so very sorry to hear that Sawyer was needed at the Bridge. He had the most amazing life there with you, and a lifetime of love. Please know that we are sending purrs, prayers, and love to you and Dad Tim during this really sad time.
Kevin, By not releasing the information of Sawyer’s passing, I was able to remain in denial. Now, it is all too real, and my heart is breaking with each comment I read and write. Your friendship through the years has and continues to mean so much to us as do the purrs, prayers and love. Sawyeer was loved not just by us but by so many others, and I really hope he knew that. Love to you, Tracy, Ava, Target and all your angels. 💗
My heart aches for you, and for all of us, too. Sawyer was most special. You will be in my prayers for much comfort.
Thank you so much for the prayers. Sawyer will definitely be missed but never forgotten. 💓
Sawyer was certainly special, and with help from his caretakers, he came
“through many “dangers, toils. and cares.” We all learned to know ad love him and pray for him too. We are glad Stinky will continue his adventures ! Run free Sawyer !
Thank you for loving and praying for Sawyer. He truly was special and we were blessed to have him in our lives for eight years. Periwinkle and Stinky thank you for following them. 💖
Janet, I totally understand why you waited. And it seems it was as much for you as for all of us who loved Sawyer, too. I think you know I understand what you’re going through, and my heart aches for you. Just take one day at a time. Love and prayers, Amy and the pups
Thank you, Amy. Those prayers and the love are needed and gratefully accepted. I know that everybody in this wonderful community of pet bloggers has suffered this same loss, and know how difficult it is to say good-bye. Sawyer will always be in Dad Tom’s and my hearts as well as those of so many others. 💖
I am so, so, so sorry. This is absolutely heartbreaking. Sawyer was the bravest boy, and will never be forgotten.
Thank you, Melissa and Mudpie. I am truly heartbroken. I fiercely loved our little adventurer. Dad Tom and I are so thankful we were able to care for and love him. We feel blessed that so many others loved him as well. We know he will not be forgotten. ❣️
This is such heartbreaking news. I am so sorry. XO
Thank you, Ellen. We definitely are heartbroken but blessed to have been able to love and care for Sawyer for eight years. 💞
I’m so very sorry, Kitties Blue. I’ve followed your blog for quite a while & I loved Sawyer. He was very brave, both to live with the seizures for so long and when he went walk-about. Your family is in my thoughts & purrayers.
Thank you, Beth. It is nice to meet followers that we didn’t know and especially those who loved our dear Sawyer. I always say he was rescued twice, first as a kitten and then after his unsupervised walkabout. Thank you for the thoughts and prayers. 💖
Periwinkle and Stinky oh dear sweet friends I am so very sorry for you both and for your humans at the passing of Sawyer. I 100% support your decision to continue on with your adventures. Angel Madi still has adventures and fun.
Stinky you are a great alter ego for Sawyer…you gave him so many adventures on earth and I know you and Periwinkle will continue to honor him
Hugs Cecilia
Thank you Cecilia for your kind words. Maybe Angels Sawyer and Madi will find some adventures at the Bridge with other friends like Sammy, Raz and Mau. Dad Tom and I were so lucky to have this sweet kitty to love and care for. 💖
Damn, I was not expecting that and it sure made me cry. Sawyer was so special to so many of us and my heart is broken at this tremendous loss.
Thank you, Terry. It was so unexpected for us as well. First Astrid and then Sawyer. I have loved all our kitties dearly, but those two were both extra special to me. I know you know how hard it is to say good-bye. At least Sawyer will live on through Stinky. Tom and I were so blessed to have him to love, care for and protect. 💖
sawyer, me and all de tabbies are beyond sorry to learn this. I hope you realize how important your friendship as you, and your adventures as stinky were, are, and will be, to all your friends. as you start your tenth and forever life in heaven, please try and send a “sign “ to mom and dad, that you are healthy and whole once again. they did their best, you did your best, and love was shared between you. hope mom and dad know, that st francis saw you safely to heaven, and you weren’t scared, or felt alone. with hugs and loves to you, mom, dad, and periwinkle 💔💔💔💔 dude, boomer, dai$y, tuna, sauce, mackerull and de gurl laura
So, I am crying again. I pray that Sawyer does send us a sign that he is safe and well. He was so dearly loved and in my arms when he left this earth. We are grateful that he was in our lives for eight years, and I pray we will be reunited. Thank you for your friendship, love and support. 💖
no!!! dis izza not wat we wanted to hear dis mornin!!! we r so sorry yoo hadz to go Sawyer!!! Sawyer, yoo hansum boy, fly free!!! your mum an da loved yoo so much! we r sending deep purrz and head buttz!
Dear Gidget and Mom, we truly appreciate the purrz and head buttz. Mom knew nobody would want to hear this news, which is why she held off sharing it. It also helped her deny that he was gone. The post made it all too real, so seeing how many loved Sawyer is comforting. Thank you. ❣️
It is so heart breaking ~ losing Sawyer ~ a special kitty ~ they never stay long enough ~ lots of healing hugs coming your way ~ xo
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Thank you for the healing hugs. We can use every single one of them. Sawyer was definitely special, and we are so grateful he was loved by so many others. 💗
So very sorry for your loss. Sending love, hugs and purrs to you, Dad Tom and all the furbabies.
Thank you Vicky, Teddy, Tucker and Cricket. We were blessed to be able to love, care for and protect Sawyer for his eight years here on earth. 💖
That is very sad news, indeed. I always rooted for Sawyer and was glad he found a family that loved him and helped him through all his seizures. He was lucky to have eight years with such a loving family. It seems like a short time, but we lost five cats at that age and younger.
Dear Chuck, Like you and Rose, we have lost kitties younger than Sawyer. No matter their age when they leave us, it is devastatingly hard to say, “good-bye.” We feel blessed that we were able to love and protect him for his short time on earth. Thank you for your note.
Oh no. Oh no. You know how much I loved Sawyer. Big healing hugs, my friend.
Thank you for joining the Happy Tuesday Blog Hop.
Have a fabulous Happy Tuesday. Scritches to the kitties, a smooch to Cooper Murphy and big healing hugs to mom and dad. ♥
Sandee, Thank you for loving our boy and always remembering him in your comments. And thank you especially for the hugs. We need them. We feel blessed to have been entrusted with loving and caring for Sawyer during is all too short life. 💖
I am sorry for your loss.
Thank you, Sue. We were so happy to have Sawyer in our lives and are missing him terribly. 💗
No words … just hugs and purrrrayers 🐾🐾🙏
Thank you. Hugs and purrayers are always appreciated. 💖
Periwinkle and Stinky,
My eyes are leaking as I type this. You know how much I loved Sawyer and my heart is broken. I’m glad you shared this and know how hard it was for Mom Janet to put this together for you. My Mom has been so sad since Sawyer got his wings.
Love,
Noelle
Noelle, We know how much both you and Mom Sharon loved Sawyer, and that means the world to us. That love and support is helping to hold me together right now. You two will always be in each other’s hearts, and I know he’ll be looking for you many years in the future to join him. We all love you so much! ❣️
I am so sorry. Sawyer was indeed special and he had his best life with you. You gave him all the love and care possible. He is young and seizure free, and frolicking at the Bridge with all those who have gone before. Big hugs coming your way.
Thank you, Jackie, for your hugs. To know that Sawyer no longer has to live with those terrible seizures is a blessing and loving and caring for him was a privilege. He has left a permanent imprint on our hearts. 💖
My heart is with you and of course always has been and will be….but we know how incredibly special Sawyer was…..he was brave, sweet, vulnerable but strong – everything he could be in spite of his seizures. We will miss him but of course nobody will miss him the way you, Tom and the other kitties will. We’re happy Stinky is going to carry on his adventures and we’re SURE that Sawyer will watch with a big smile on his face – nobody on this planet could have been better carers of a special needs cat than YOU and he knew that. Big Hugs from Teddy and me…………..and lots of love.
Pam, thank you for your support and understanding when I asked you not to share about Sawyer’s passing. I know how much you loved him and love all of us (as we love you, Teddy and David in return). I will be forever grateful for the eight years we were able to have with Sawyer and equally grateful for your friendship. Love you! 💖💗💓
Oh, No. I am ever so sorry.
I too am having a hard time typing, as my eyes are brimming…😿
We here will miss Sawyer so much, but I can only imagine the emptiness you are feeling right now.
Fly free, Sawyer! 🪽
Lots of love and huge hugs going your way.
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Thank you, Ingrid. Dad Tom and I know how much everyone loved Sawyer. We appreciate that so much as well as the love and hugs. I didn’t really break down until I wrote this. 💖
I’m so sad and sorry to hear this
and I feel the delay in posting is completely understandable … I’ve never really felt like posting when I lost kitties … I remember being so happy when Sawyer was found after going on walkabout … I know this has to be so hard and I hope you and Dad Tom can find comfort … Our kitties are sending their purrs …
We know you are well aware of the sadness the loss of one of our furkids brings, especially one as extraordinary as Sawyer. Dad Tom and I appreciate your kind words. 💖